I'm not sure why I am writing this. I have rage, depression, numbness and hysterics. I walk in circles, memories flooding my brain, snapshot images of their faces and absolutely nowhere to go with my feelings. I want to destroy something but what would that accomplish besides me having to clean up the mess? I want to scream at someone. Anyone. I want to wake up and be relieved that it was only a nightmare but I won't. This isn't the first time I have ever felt like this. It w